I’ve never been so happy and thankful in my life. I was finally admitted into UGA yesterday afternoon. after years of wanting to go there, & years of working my butt off, it all finally paid off. I can’t even begin to try and estimate the amount of prayers I’ve sent up in hope that they’d be answered & I’d get into uga. on nights when I couldn’t sleep, I would literally pray myself to sleep. on days when I had too much on my mind & didn’t want to think, I would pray until I was able to shift my attention. every night on 11:11, every eyelash I found, every 4 leaf clover, every single prayer, I prayed to be placed into uga. it was finally given to me. I use the term “given” lightly though. I worked so hard for this. I had my heart set on going to uga, I honestly don’t know what I would have done if I hadn’t gotten yesterday. the feeling I had in November when I found out I was deferred was so devastating. the only thing that kept me going was that I had a second chance. last night I caught myself at 11:11 saying “please God, let me get into UGA…” and I immediately realized that I didn’t have to pray for it anymore.. it had finally happened! now I’m just continuously thanking God for this opportunity. I am so blessed. I feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off of my shoulders. I was expecting to cry when I opened my application status page.. but I wasn’t expecting tears of joy. at that moment I can’t even begin to say what went through my head. I just remember crying & whispering to my parents that I got in, & that’s all I could say. & all I can say right now, is thank you, God. I am so blessed & so so so thankful.
Waking up in the morning.
On the way to school.
Seeing your friends.
Seeing those bitches you hate.
Seeing your crush.
Get called on in class.
Get homework.
See two bitches fighting like
And you watch them like
Lunch time.
More classes.
The final bell rings.
Go home and get on Tumblr.
Go to bed.
this is the best thing I’ve ever seen.
(Source: rainbowballz)
I never really post on here. but maybe I should? it’s not like I have anyone who I can actually complain to. my sister is my best friend. everyone else is just selfish and inconsiderate. too many times have I made efforts again and again and again to hang out with someone, only to have them make plans and then blow me off. the money I’ve spend on Christmas presents for my “best friends” that are still sitting in the floor of my bedroom, bc in our 2 week vacation, they couldn’t make time for me, or they couldn’t keep the plans they made. is it really that hard to keep your word? to put an hour aside for someone? I don’t understand why it’s so hard for people to BE A FRIEND. especially when they know you need them. the worst part, is when you’re made out to be the bad guy in every single situation. when all you’re doing is making an effort. trying. trying to keep a friend. friends. I’m so tired of trying, & tired of being the only one that tries to save a friendship. one that I feel like I never had in the first place.
